It is because Tao is like this that sometimes I can't help but feel shameful as a fan, especially when I have to be a stalker and post EVERYTHING on this blog.
Anyhow, below is the translation of Tao's most recent (and longest) blog entry ever.
[To My Best Friends]
5 years have passed. The change is huge, isn’t it? Actually, I have never forgotten about you guys.
I still can’t change the habit of coming online to blog and change my display pictures, even though I have already taken up this profession. I don’t want to change my original self, even though I hesitated on writing this entry and changing to this display picture for a long time.
Forget it, this is my everyday life habit. You guys understand.
Watching all of you slowly growing up, I’m really happy. I want to go to work with you guys everyday, eat with you guys and shop with you guys. But it seems like I still can’t do these things now. I’m so envious of all of you. I am always saying this, “as long as I can meet you guys.”
Nowadays, no matter what I do, there are so many people watching and commenting. Good or bad, so on and so forth. Actually, I wasn’t used to it at first, but now I’ve grown accustomed to it.
In a short span of 3 days, I’ve spent the fastest 3 days with all of you. Of course, to me. Hehe.
I felt like a normal person, without any worries. Really happy, really contented. Because you guys are by my side. Dad and mum also told me that after I left, the house turned cold and lonely again. It seems so.
This part is dedicated to Chen, (Not our Dancing Machine)
Chen Chen, six years of friendship, having separated for 2 years… it feels uncomfortable, right? Your world, that world you can’t hear or speak in. I like how you communicate using the text on phone, I like communicating with you through hand gestures. When I’m with you, I can laugh without saying anything. Really, thank you. I seriously didn’t dare to think about it, during these 3 days I could only eat with you, bring you to shop and meet my family. Accompanying me by my side, in the car, at the hotel, at the beach, at the cafe, you used my phone to take down everything. I swear as long as I live for another day, I will never lose any of these photos.
What I promised you, I will keep my end of the deal. Believe me. Wherever you want to go, I will bring you there. Whatever you want to eat, we will go there to eat it. In the future, we can play until whenever you want.
The moment the plane took off, while listening to music and looking at the photos we took, I still couldn’t help but to let my tears fall again. Even though I’ve promised many people not to cry anymore, I feel that only after I let my tears fall, I can then leave for another country to work hard with a peace of mind.
I’m here now, I’m ready to start sprinting towards my new goal. You guys too, right?
Let’s work hard together.
Maybe there are a lot of people who don’t understand why do I still casually use QQ and upload my own photos etc when I’m working in this profession…
Because. This is what I like, and what I want to do. I will do it, no matter what profession. In private, I am someone like this, a boy who is going to turn 20 very soon. There will be a lot of people that don’t like it, there will be a lot of people who like it. No matter what, I thank all of you~ Making me grow up and giving me confidence along the way.
Even if I lose everything, I still have my family and the 6 of you, my true friends. Also, the 11 brothers by my side who are fighting this war with me and living with me. And those people who are in love with a group called EXO. All these, are they not enough? I’m so contented~~
Anyway, as long our friendship doesn’t change. Or change for the better~ See you next time~
2013.
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